RoseStarDragonMP3

Because I will not be naming the individuals and demons of my past, most of all, you might know them from my stupid past journal entries. To this day, I still care about them even if it came across to bad past experiences. Sure I was young, so young I started to become jealous about how everyone had a boyfriend and a girlfriend during my high school years, I never had an actual interaction to the men at my school, everyone was doing their business around the school, taking care of their homework, learning things from our teachers and most of all just hanging out with their friends and boyfriend/girlfriends. My thoughts kept me away from my friends, I didn't care that much about my grades, even I didn't care if I failed my classes so no matter what was happening during those three years, my depression started to turn into a full time secret... being happy on the outside as I was mastering on masking my real feelings on the inside. Which is one of the reasons for my original character

This is my story, my confession… my life. I was born happy, in a happy family with a sister and brother, although I was quite a weird child, even if things were bright for this young family of five. Being weird or not, I was a very difficult child, in fact, the only one. So a family like this is normal, having a lot of fun, finding new discoveries about life, the new things, the new feelings of having a heart! But in my story, my heart wasn’t as bright as I thought it was… 2011 The start of the year was pretty good, listening to my favorite music, goofing off with my siblings, having a lot of fun and enjoying those little things. So when it became summer there were a few minor problems. Our eldest 2nd dog had sadly passed away, it had hurt the family for sure and for a disclosure of it, he bled out until his passing and I can’t remember his age. That was the first time I felt sad, even if it is our family dog and these tragedies do happen for every pet. Before this happened there